Friday, June 06, 2008

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My heart is bleeding. Those old wounds seems to crack again.
My heart is numb, numbed by the pain u gave me.
You made me cried, you made my hear bleeds again.
Never fails to make me smile.
Never fails to make me cry.
How much more do you want to make me?
Happy? or Sad? Or even back into the situation like 2 years ago?
The one who's heart bleeds almost everyday?
The one who's hand filled with cut's scars?
The one who was left alone?
The one who commited suicide before?
The one who cried alone at a dark corner where no one notice?

the time has come.
i'm no longer myself.
i hate myself.
i wish my life could just end here.